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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
3:45 pm	yeah, umm.. havent been back on this thing in like AGEZ yo! yuh anyways... since then... yeah, me and those previous entry's have parted ways for the most part... in other words, love life sucks again... but I joined a band... playing git'... we wrote a new song last night and REALLY improved our other song... I got Tony to finally scream which was fuckin' amazin'... it was cool... jammin' out to Nirvana half the night... it was cool... but yeah... bored and tired as fuck... yeah... ok... nothing to talk about... so yeah... bye! Current Mood: bored and tired... and missing Current Music: The Early November - Decoration (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
9:41 pm	nukka what!?!? ha! I'm back... Current Mood: need to get laid... Current Music: everything evil - coheed and cambria (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 13th, 2005
3:56 pm	Is This Emo? Its gonna be a bitch to kiss you on the cheek and pretend I dont love you anymore... So I die, I die and rip out my insides! The blood on my chin aint mine little girl! So dont think I'm crying, Cuz I wont cry for you... I swear... I'm alright, cant you tell by those weird vibes and evident pain? Im fucking alright, and I'm not gonna cry for you... Current Mood: blank Current Music: Atreyu - The Remembrance Ballad (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
3:25 pm	Open Mic Metrophage This is all i have left... dear razor, rusty razor dont neglect to severe my skin. I cant hold on to anything but this flesh, decaying and bloody. I've had my face torn off and I'm bleeding to death in my computer chair... I shattered, I folded, I broke. No sympathy in grey clouds, No octaves in my bruising lungs. I have failed myself, and drowned in a sea of lies. This is for the thousands of night I lied myslef to sleep... Dear bullet, silver bullet... tell my heart I said goodbye. Current Mood: good Current Music: Pontius Pilate - Sorry Your Not A Winner (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
6:09 pm	"Fuck the Po-Lice" dude, im not getting arrested (quite yet)... Gaby had to go home cuz her parents called the cops and me and Rony were fixing to get arrested for aiding a run-away. And everything seems to be so, so, hazy. I'm happy though, i just got to eat my FAVORITE sandwich in the whole wide fucking world. 6 inch Italian Herbs and Cheese bread with Chicken Teryaki and Sweet Onion sauce toasted to perfection... i usaully get extra meat and a 12 but i only had 5 bux... :-(... yup, so theres this note im supposed to get as soon as Rony takes a shit and drives back up here. I'm worried... :-(... oh well... had a fuckin' blast while it lasted if thats the end. And guys, I told her ALMOST everything... came soooo close... So, I so miss them bitches already and they just left like 5 hours ago. And Maria, I miss your bitch ass you hoe-bag... and Emily "Fag", hope your ok, Lucas wasnt even that cool... Love and Emo Shit guys... Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Norma Jean - Coffinspire: Multitudes, Multitudes In The Vall (Comment on this)
1:45 pm	"We Gotta Go NOW" The cops are coming, and I'm gonna be wearing your chains. I carved it in the beach twice, and held you in the moon's light, the stars as my witness. I danced around and half assed it the whole time. I'm a complete "ritard." I love you... Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Norma Jean - Vertabraile (Comment on this)
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
1:55 am	She's so gay, she cant think of a subject line I'm such a lame ass pussy... She is 7 feet away and i cant get a fucking word out... *open your fucking mouth you lame ass and speak your emo ass heart* lol... Current Mood: soon to be embarrassed as fuck Current Music: Cradle Of Filth - Nymphetamine (overdose) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:50 am	Dude, this is so fucking funny. She is sitting on my bed, nearly 7 feet away and I'm talking about her and she doesnt even know it. Dude, i want to tell her. But i cant, its like WAYY more than just a thing. And its like its not even happening. REPEAT, REPEAT, REPEAT!!! fuck, im such a lamo... lol... Gaby, I SO FUCKIN' WANT YOU Current Mood: embarrassed Current Music: Cradle Of Filth - Nymphetamine (Overdose) (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
11:23 pm	We walked on glass all day long with eyes rolled back Rony and Gaby are in Orange Park about 15 minutes away and get this... MY ROOM IS FUCKIN' CLEAN!!! or close enough... lol... yup... and Justin was too pussy to come with them, too bad. Also a bad that Rony's chica Britanny couldnt come. I still miss all the PSL fuckers. This weekend is gonna kick so much mucho ass... Hope no one tries to fuck it up or else im gonna fuck them up... ;-)... jk... but yeah. I'm becoming more and more obsessed with Norma Jean. Anyone who opposes their music, if possible, can go die with a purple viber in their gay ass... They are beautiful. And those that dont have the new Coheed cd. GO FUCKIN GET IT!!! peace and love to all the emo fucks out there that are gonna be bored to death this weekend. Get to Jaxsonville and fuckin' party with us... and Happy Birthday to Emily... ;-).... and late Happy Birthday to Kim... love and emo shit kai Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Norma Jean - Coffinspire: Multitudes, Multitudes In The Vall (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
7:56 pm	I'm spying on you Newo! So much shit to say. Gaby, you need to come!!! NEED TO COME!!! you wont hear what i have to say if you dont... ;-) I wont pour out my eyes and wine just for those 3 words... Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Coheed and Cambria - Crossing The Frame (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
7:13 pm	What A Mind Blower... NEVER FUCKING MIND!!! I'm in love with this cd... blowing my mind... but whats this blue-grass shit at the end? Current Mood: awakened to the sounds of new! Current Music: Coheed and Cambria - IV The Final cut (Comment on this)
6:16 pm	You Could Have Been All I Wanted... Ugh, I just ran out to Target to pick up Coheeds brand fucking new cd that just came out today. Lovely guitar parts, brave lyrics just like he always wrote, insane album art... the album's a bummer though. Especially when you have given it the anticipation i have... oh well, they still have my full support and I'll listen to it, even if its not as great... I guess its just the shock of it finally coming out and not being as beautiful as In Keeping Secrets was... especially the title track... ugh... disgusting... i dont suggest eating while listening to it... you will vomit. ;-) All love for Coheed and Cambria Claudio, Micheal, Travis, and Josh Current Mood: a bit disapointed... Current Music: Coheed and Cambria - Ten Speed (Of Gods Blood and Burial) (Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
10:55 pm	i wont go down in a casket thats not lined with velvet and silver whoa! She totally has no clue i have such a thing for her. Dude i feel like a pedastrain that just got kidnapped by a hot car going 480 miles an hour. Not even 24 hours has passed. Shit, im gonna get so worked over this... but i dont care. I'm happy Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: (again) Goo Goo Dolls - Iris (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:06 am	....and I dont want the world to see me, cuz I dont think that theyd understand. this one goes out to Rony and Gaby. My best fucking friend/Brother and an old hawtie from the past. Thanks ya'll for driving 4 hours at 1 in the morning to come save my life. Just wanted to let ya'll both know, you gave me my silver lining back. God, I cant stop listening to that song, Iris by the Goo-Goo Dolls. Fuck. Friday is going to kill. I hold ya'll both high in my life and love is given due. I cant thank ya'll bitches enough. But... Gaby, your still gay. lol. ;-) On a lighter note, Ya'll pray for Vince Neil of Motley Crue. The Dumbass fell off stage in Atlanta (my hometown bitches!) on the 18th and is dealing with an injured leg. Fuckin old people... Get better Vince. Current Mood: falling and pure happiness... Current Music: The Goo-Goo Dolls - Iris (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
9:53 pm	Once there was a boy who had a vibrant glow, but as it goes someone took it from him... Fuck happy people! and im sooo sorry Maria... I didnt answer my phone and she was gonna drive 4 hours up here to come see me... but i didnt answer my phone and now she's not here... :-(... see i do suck at life... hmmmpfh... Fuck happy people... they should all.... get cancer... Current Mood: drtynpssdoffthtmariadrnknnotme Current Music: Afi - The Boy Who Destroyed The World (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:20 pm	We be smoking Lebanon Rush is the best band ever! but on a lighter note... I'm so bored!!! I suck at life, or why would i be sittin here with nothing and no one to do... lol... ???... What the fuck is silver lining and where can i find it? Current Mood: In love with Rush Current Music: Rush - 2112 : Soliloquy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 16th, 2005
12:18 am	This microphones a weapon... I'll throw it at you Hey girl, leave the upstairs light on for me please. all love... Romeo Current Mood: awake Current Music: From Autumn To Ashes - Jack and Ginger (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
3:14 pm	Playing It Safe I Kissed Your Cheek As the clock spins, so does the room... you're promises are still true... Note to self : Welcome back stranger... how was your absent vacation? I missed you... Current Mood: Fake Current Music: Houston Calls - Bob and Bonnie (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
10:41 pm	the closest thing to closure CLOSURE!!! THANK GOD FOR CLOSURE... Current Mood: happy that shits not a mess Current Music: Haste The Day - The Closest Thing To Closure (Comment on this)
10:24 pm	There's a stain on my hand and its red... Who hasnt heard "our" story... our mess is all over Green Cove... Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: The Bled - My Assassin (1 Comment |Comment on this)